tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-12717205769884970612024-02-02T06:57:20.780-08:00++ LyduecE OnizukA ++stories of my S U C K S owez life ! ! i kept my anger within ! ! hear this ~ this is my D I A R Y ! feel free to read & hate it ~ like it ? adore me ~lyduece onizukahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12026225172709130376noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1271720576988497061.post-64514111351814547052010-11-10T00:50:00.000-08:002010-11-10T01:28:28.712-08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiafNO98bRSk_aBgf0qhtWSsNpuNS9vMwJ7UuTjRNvgvWuAz7wwtXd0O8BQH9hVpzCOjo1Lf8ZJsC8h7w4SzBIT4R_xxYaJUwBsBeiO6R3nq2ZiyaayT3QhSLLVsJlIMuwWnT5BQIa8lLv7/s1600/1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 358px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiafNO98bRSk_aBgf0qhtWSsNpuNS9vMwJ7UuTjRNvgvWuAz7wwtXd0O8BQH9hVpzCOjo1Lf8ZJsC8h7w4SzBIT4R_xxYaJUwBsBeiO6R3nq2ZiyaayT3QhSLLVsJlIMuwWnT5BQIa8lLv7/s400/1.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537849468091307826" /></a><div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;line-height: normal; "><u><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Camane nak stat neyh. . .blum stat lg da nak leleh . . . . weeee ~~~ ok2. . aku ni xramai kwn sanat. . .but bled a jupew 2,3 4ploh org kawan tuh. . mmg aku jaga sanat2. . .aku ni ssh nak syg kat org. . tp ble aku da btol2 syg kat org. . .aku mmg syg btol2. . .xmen2 punyew. . .n almaklum lah aku ni kurang kaseh syg family. . . huuuuu~~~cedeyh2.. . sejak kuar dr kepompong kuarge yg mengonkong. . aku tau apew sena nyew kawan n lawan. . .dr amek diploma dlu. . da mcm2 kawan yg aku jupew. . . macam org adew. . yg xjadi org pown adew. . aku pown bukan nyew bek sanat tp . .pengalaman yg di lalui itu makes me what I am now. . .4tahun blaja kat KPM da byk mengajar cene nak nilai apew erti kawan. . . adew lg kawan2 tuh sapai skarang. . which I call them MY SISTERS. . .xpenah aku rapat nan sapew serapat aku nan kakak2 aku tuh. . sapai skarang contact n bek lg. . syg hangpa sanat2. . . A L Y N + KAK J E E + L Y N D A ~</span></span></span></u><u><span style="font-size: 12pt; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></u></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><u><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Skang da blaja kat hutan. . u n I t e n ! ! kat cni jupew lg ramai kawan. . yg cantek2. . . huhuks. . .</span></span></span></u><u><span style="font-size: 12pt; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></u></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><u><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Weeee~~ sem 1 n sem 2 kite skip eyh. . .kite citer S E M T I G A ! sem ni aku duk nan senior2 (termasuk lah baby babah skali ). . . glew blagak dorg neyh. . .mula2 masuk umah tu mcm malu lak kan nak ckp. . .hahahahahaahhahahahaha! ! ! konon dorg arr plg hebat ! ! plg tau sume benda. . ! ! padahal umo same gak nan aku ! ! haish ! ! (ni musti gigi zue xleyh cover dah neyh ! tahan marah kew kak ? ! ? )</span></span></span></u><u><span style="font-size: 12pt; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></u></p></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div><br /><div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhk7ZSUHLqkJPBbU0En5rdL_fXWXEmdhOCEfBMh1qineSe2o56S1ibDBJH9qA4SRJvZlIHR2TC0zzRj-FXxfDxhCj7g90swdxHwm1s-LWXHK_-JaC_ihTVyrTjN_jcoS3pz9nzV7uBFJDun/s1600/2.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhk7ZSUHLqkJPBbU0En5rdL_fXWXEmdhOCEfBMh1qineSe2o56S1ibDBJH9qA4SRJvZlIHR2TC0zzRj-FXxfDxhCj7g90swdxHwm1s-LWXHK_-JaC_ihTVyrTjN_jcoS3pz9nzV7uBFJDun/s400/2.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537849469394115874" /></a><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><b><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Ni kesah T IG A D A R A!!!</span></span></span></b><span style="font-size: 12pt; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Eija!!!standby~nak citer pasal hang neyh!weeee~~~</span></span></span><span style="font-size: 12pt; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >Awek jojet neyh cantek!!!!!!!!sanat2. . . .omeyh jew die ble ajak aku tdo skali. . . sore nak FASHA SANDA jew. . .2 yg xtahan. . .ble umah nan artis neyh. . biase lah. . org byk job kan. . . kejap2 henpon bunyik. . . nak quote harga la kowt smalam bapew. . .heheheheheh!!!!kat umah ni die la HENPON OFFICER dlm ayat singkat nyew H O ! !mane x nyew . . .mlm2 die stat la nak hafal skrip kat henpon. . .adew satu mlm tuh. . dlm kul 4 5 pg. . .adew kejadah kew die g bgayut nan jojet kat hall umah. . .then gelak ngekek2. . . Mane xtekejot aku yg nak bgun stadi time tuh. . .elok2 aku nak stadi sapai kul 7pg aku stai 15minit jew. . takot aku. . .kang kalih2 rambut die 2 kali panjang ambot asal lak . . . !!! seram seyh ! !hahahah~~</span></span></span><span style="font-size: 12pt; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" >In the name of SITI KHADIJAH ADAM lies a true and loving girlfriend and a very soft kind hearted friend. . . she’s very soft spoken n know how to cheer things up ! ! people says that a true love of friend lies on the shines through their eyes. . .n guess wut ? ! I found that light in ur eyes ~ thanks eija. .sbb trime lyd seadanya . . .sowi la kdg2 wat lawak2 bongok yg sakit kan ati kew. . or kdg2 wat eija jatuh hati kat lyd ! ! hahaahhaahahahah ! ! ! papew pown lyd syg eija sanat ! ! tau tau tau ? ? ? tau x ? ! ! ( angguk skang ! )</span></span></span><span style="font-size: 12pt; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></span></p></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvyrE4Tpo6gy_CsBJwwN99viwGgUHqGWMFzAcUlADYi0Dm1YvlaLd1-D_r1vBDslSZALm695qjYI-mnqKVg3x-WMYHdsBG9pr1ARjQ_9TFXorkxNYu8RO43ii829k3v_KmNXaLJWd_y7Hf/s1600/3.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 302px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvyrE4Tpo6gy_CsBJwwN99viwGgUHqGWMFzAcUlADYi0Dm1YvlaLd1-D_r1vBDslSZALm695qjYI-mnqKVg3x-WMYHdsBG9pr1ARjQ_9TFXorkxNYu8RO43ii829k3v_KmNXaLJWd_y7Hf/s400/3.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537849466248337714" /></a><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" >Haaa. . ni citer mak tiri laks ! ! (zue zue zue cover cenyum ~ g g napak dah tuh ! )</span></span><span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"" lucida="" times="" new="" times=""><span class="Apple-style-span" >Zue!!!!!!!!!!!!babah love u !!!sanat!!!!zue, ko lah penyeri idop lyd. . .zue xpayah wat papew zue. . .zue cenyum jew cukup. . .g g tuh. . .p e n e n a n g jiwa ~ hehehehehheheeehhehhe ! ! dak sorg neyh. . . die neyh. . .haish! ! !die la plg gembira dlm umah. . ko wat la apew pown. . sume die skew. . .hahahha~~die akan sentiasa terS E N Y U M ~heh. . .zue neyh baik org nyew. . .kenal die mula2 dlu pown sbb nak bli bku kat fasha tp die yg layan aku n d geng . . .glew arr layanan die g cukup la cam kitorg da kenal 2 tahun ! ! ! (time bli bku ni lah napak bidadari sku pgg mop dpn pintu ! ! hehehheheh) even die ckp xbenti pown. . .xpenah pown ase cam nak g selotep mulut die tuh sbb die la penyeri umah tangga kitorg kat block C nun. . .xsangka. . .senior yg aku 1<sup>st</sup> kenal dlu jd osmet aku mase akhir sem dorg. . .kat umah aku tuh. . .zue la madu, ubat demam, ubat seseme, ubt gastrik, ubat tahan marah, etc. . .sbb die adalah pa kat motivasi yg terbaik aku penah jupew. . . . org2 kat luar sane yg slalo ckp zue ni kaki ngumpat kew hapew kew. . .korg SALAH!!! Zue hanya member pendapat n info jew kat kami yg dlm umah tuh. . . heheheheheheheh. . . . the name is ZURAINI a.k.a zue terjah a.k.a mak tiri . . . she’s the most cheerfull fwen I’ve had ever known. . .she’s there when things get rough, she’s there when im crying alone in d dark, she’s there whenever u nid her. . she’s my P A I N K I L L E R . . . thanks dada~</span></span><span style="font-size: 12pt; font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; "><span class="Apple-style-span" ><o:p></o:p></span></span></p></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNMdttFlnqraA_860gbBIxTNyS0E7IwkuZyrBzzen3Zb7Lt21yDhFWb4VJXwMyQ6qv9JVzHLKv-laWslfMBsb_9mmckax2fifO9-fo4uNsHbIpMOGb-gcIaOyyW9hOh6owD3KyJxf7nokv/s1600/4.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNMdttFlnqraA_860gbBIxTNyS0E7IwkuZyrBzzen3Zb7Lt21yDhFWb4VJXwMyQ6qv9JVzHLKv-laWslfMBsb_9mmckax2fifO9-fo4uNsHbIpMOGb-gcIaOyyW9hOh6owD3KyJxf7nokv/s400/4.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537849442428397346" /></a></div><div><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman","serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; color:#CC66CC">Lastly, here’s the story of my baby boo. . . .</span><span style="font-size:12.0pt;font-family:"Times New Roman","serif";mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";color:black"><o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto;text-align:center;line-height:normal"><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman","serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; color:#CC66CC">Hurm . . kalo nak bukak citer pasal kami mmg panjang berjela . . .leyh muntah bace nnt. . .hurm . .xkire la apew pown yg jd. . .we’re still 2gether baby. . .~ sepanjang aku hidup satu umah nan baby aku sorg neyh. . .xbyk masalah pown. . .juz masalah umah tangga . . .biasa lah. . .die pown xpenah komplen pasal aku malas kew or xwat keje kew. . .sbb sumer keje baby wat. . .kadang2 jew aku tolon2 sket. . .basuh baju lipat baju. . .heheheheeh~~~tp kebanyakan nyew die yg wat. . .sunok aku satu umah nan baby tau. . . . .napak yg die btol2 syg kat aku. . .tiap2 malam nak tdo dapat gudnite kish. . .bgun pg die kejot. . . ble lapa. . .die masak kan. . .sume lengkap. . .time plg besh skali. . .ble tinge gatal . . minx jew ble2. . kadang2 aku saje test. . kejot die kul 3 pagi minx die korek kan tinge. . .die bgun seyh. . .napak!!!syg nyew die kat aku. . . aku pown syg kat die gaks. . .sanat. . .! ! !mmg byk salah babah kat baby. . .babah minx maaf ya. . .thanks 4 being succa gud rimet 2 me. . .dear baby, u make me wut I am 2day. . .u make me stronger with each breath of love u gave me. . .ur scent will forever lingers around me. . .wherever I go. . . I’ll bring u anywhere syg. . .n baby boo. . .babah cinta kamu ~ </span><span style="font-size:12.0pt; font-family:"Times New Roman","serif";mso-fareast-font-family:"Times New Roman"; color:black"><o:p></o:p></span></p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEho3His5mcn3EUKRrKhBN4reYQM7ALwZ4NidybewEIleNkF6x9NVlehvF3CgxWhvMKyVZuqxVOoTrMq_e7aBsKcjnSAjdbEFVLWAXnivjUJEO2QqOQx_mfvjZGY0Ym-jbiGAZG50X-JYrSq/s1600/y+o+u.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 333px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEho3His5mcn3EUKRrKhBN4reYQM7ALwZ4NidybewEIleNkF6x9NVlehvF3CgxWhvMKyVZuqxVOoTrMq_e7aBsKcjnSAjdbEFVLWAXnivjUJEO2QqOQx_mfvjZGY0Ym-jbiGAZG50X-JYrSq/s400/y+o+u.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5537849441935471618" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><u><br /></u></span></div></div></div>lyduece onizukahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12026225172709130376noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1271720576988497061.post-70668067779886906642010-06-10T11:15:00.000-07:002010-06-10T12:43:15.522-07:00++ my W I S H L I S T ++<div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:130%;color:#999999;"><strong>im lonely + heartbroken = mishing Y O U ~</strong></span></div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnewJDnUrUOBTVVGge-CJkAH_By7Kk78IDToU7IPK2rRFPWXzu3PKtM1TcFVgwUbGzck79DY7RVH0owwI3PRr2aa5wr_jEoL4x9JCshIUDG-O-ZopeAltuI_3sBgDLer00bozCXsLSfayQ/s1600/DSC02692.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481218956190862418" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 303px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgnewJDnUrUOBTVVGge-CJkAH_By7Kk78IDToU7IPK2rRFPWXzu3PKtM1TcFVgwUbGzck79DY7RVH0owwI3PRr2aa5wr_jEoL4x9JCshIUDG-O-ZopeAltuI_3sBgDLer00bozCXsLSfayQ/s400/DSC02692.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#66ff99;">#1 ur V O I C E ~</span></strong></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ccccff;">sy tau sy xsempurna utk kamu, sy juga bukan yg terbaik utk kamu. tp kamu, sy adew pasaan n itu lah hadiah paling sempurna yg sy bleh bg kat kamu. kamu, sejak kamu P E R G I . . . i dunno how to decide wut is wrong n wut is right . . i kept on crying... n dear, sumtimes i laugh alone, speak by myself . . . M E R E K A ckp sy cm org x btol. . . tp xlah . . . sy ok jew. . . sy ngah B E R C A K A P dgn kamu, dan kadang2 sy G E L A K kn kat lawak2 bangang kitew . . . ='') it feels like ur still here, talking , laughing n whispers to my ears <span style="color:#cccccc;">" i love you too , no matter what " ~</span> </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPkuyXPGpFzQpvRPt7oVjr5M4Z96drh6o6UGsUe08p4yzm4b2cihBqTqm6YAKFW7XMQ0gzlnVb4FV7lFkjzQrknh9q6hx5tORNP5ZByvbFAJwbE8BqKZ3NWNxoDF_D2P3tQMeJKXvOZeir/s1600/CIMG1142.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481218947683721986" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 301px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjPkuyXPGpFzQpvRPt7oVjr5M4Z96drh6o6UGsUe08p4yzm4b2cihBqTqm6YAKFW7XMQ0gzlnVb4FV7lFkjzQrknh9q6hx5tORNP5ZByvbFAJwbE8BqKZ3NWNxoDF_D2P3tQMeJKXvOZeir/s400/CIMG1142.JPG" border="0" /></a></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"> <span style="font-family:courier new;color:#99ff99;"><strong>#2 ur H A N D S ~</strong></span></div><div align="justify"><span style="color:#ccccff;"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;">dear, there are times when it gets so cold n i can hardly breath. then i came to think about all the wrong doings towards you. i've given u more hurt than love , i left u alone when u need me the most , n dear, i left you broken hearted with no where to go n no shoulders to cry on. i left u when there is no room n space for to breath in. im S O R R Y, i truly am. . .my dear, sy ase apew yg kamu ase . . . S A K I T tuh, sy ase jgk. . . n ianya sgt pedih. . .dan dalam. . .maaf ~ sy tau. . . kamu xkan pergi n tinggalkan sy. . .n dear, i noe i will always have ur hands to H O L D on. ur hands syg. . .the warmthness of ur hands, dat touch of ur hands its like bringing me back to when it was all good~</span> </span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;">" the tenth"</span></div><div align="justify"><br /> </div><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbBzmcSY0jWIyl8kh969V1jwRhtz0VlfAG5KSv-dmaROWK4fRCeIIYUsV644Cu0HEnj44aVlJauCEgd8XvJLjh_TqwGBhFdXmCA7xhAnLOl9Q5zE2J23YIv0qcMyE2e9tdmfr0uTwWyg19/s1600/DSC01957.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481218940358745362" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 302px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhbBzmcSY0jWIyl8kh969V1jwRhtz0VlfAG5KSv-dmaROWK4fRCeIIYUsV644Cu0HEnj44aVlJauCEgd8XvJLjh_TqwGBhFdXmCA7xhAnLOl9Q5zE2J23YIv0qcMyE2e9tdmfr0uTwWyg19/s400/DSC01957.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color:#99ff99;">#3 ur S M I L E ~</span></div><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ccccff;">sy syg K A M U ~ sgt ! ! ! on our annivesary and u haven't even say the two words for me yet . . . *im still waitin'* u dont do the things u used to do, u dont even say "i love u too" . . . i noe syg, its impossible for us to be 2gether n dis love is forbidden. . .but dear, its about feelings im talking about. . . yes ! ! i do regret things dat i.ve done to u. . .im so sorry, how cud i hurt my L U C K Y S T A R this bad ! ! im sorry. . . but dear, no matter how hard u try to forget me. . . u'll mish me even more. . .im here baby, i not goin nowhere now. S M I L E for me~<span style="color:#cccccc;"> "everythings gonna be fine"<br /></span></span></div><div align="justify"><br /> </div><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizyCCWIlptcuhHZEZjVIu6z2Q-D0u7pxe4ljUDnekblmuVkcvdSAX-tH-CQO0My_NCxZsvBHEIjc3xo687S4oSsvHZ8nYfbIeJ9VKbgnDa2DwrCfmfmqzC2-kbWkF-e8fUN5IurYPUCPkb/s1600/DSC00644.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5481218927752938242" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 304px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 400px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizyCCWIlptcuhHZEZjVIu6z2Q-D0u7pxe4ljUDnekblmuVkcvdSAX-tH-CQO0My_NCxZsvBHEIjc3xo687S4oSsvHZ8nYfbIeJ9VKbgnDa2DwrCfmfmqzC2-kbWkF-e8fUN5IurYPUCPkb/s400/DSC00644.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:courier new;color:#99ff99;"><strong>#4 Y O U ~</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><strong><span style="color:#33ffff;">"im sorry, come back to me plish"</span></strong> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#ff9966;">*kish*</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#33ffff;"><strong>"dear? ur back ! ! i mish u"</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff9966;">*sigh*</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"><strong>"no ! !"</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#cccccc;"><strong> "i just wanna kish u, n yes ! i do mish u. . .i mish u a lot ! ! !"</strong></span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;color:#ff9966;">*cries* *cries*</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:85%;"><span style="color:#33ffff;"><strong>"come back ~ plish ~~~~~~~~~~~"</strong></span><br /></span><br /><br /></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;color:#999900;">my hope would be I M P O S S I B L E</span></strong></div>lyduece onizukahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12026225172709130376noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1271720576988497061.post-50192789626419143472010-06-07T18:10:00.000-07:002010-06-07T18:33:24.407-07:00++ tell me W H Y ? ++<div align="center"><span style="color:#cccccc;">what did i do ?</span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Just the other night the love of my life went away and I can’t sleep at night it’s driving me crazy ! ! !</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;"></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffff33;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffff33;">Why can’t you see that I miss looking in your eyes ?</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffff33;">Why can’t you see that I miss kissing you at night ?</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#ffff33;">I still love you</span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffff33;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffff33;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Please take my hand dear . . . Let me help you to understand that ain’t nobody gonna love you like I do and ain’t nobody gonna do the things I do for you. Tell me why when I call you . . . You say you okay now and you're happy without me ? ?'</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000099;">and now you keep tellin' me "don’t call no more" </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000099;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">Why can’t you see the love thats right in your face ?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;">Why can’t you see that I don’t want no one to come and take your place ?</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">This is something that I can’t understand syg . . .</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Why couldn’t you just be my girl and all the love that we given I don’t want it to be wasted . . </span></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:verdana;font-size:180%;color:#ffccff;"><strong>Why can’t you face it that i still love Y O U ~</strong></span></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ffccff;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ffccff;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-family:Verdana;color:#ffccff;"></span></strong></div><div align="center"></div>lyduece onizukahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12026225172709130376noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1271720576988497061.post-80455072348480364952010-06-03T09:17:00.000-07:002010-06-03T10:20:05.762-07:00++ angel of mine ++<span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>when the world is gray and bleak</strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>baby don't you cry </strong></span><br /><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>i will give you every bit of love thats in my heart</strong></span><br /><br /><div align="right"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>baby here's the sun</strong></span><br /></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>baby here's the sky</strong></span><br /></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>baby i'm your light and i'm your sheltter </strong></span><br /></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>baby you are mine </strong></span><br /></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:verdana;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>i can freeze the time keep you in heart forever</strong></span></div><br /><div align="justify"></div><br /><div align="justify"><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#cccccc;">The first time i laid my eyes on Y O U , a seed has sown within me . . . Since then it has grown, it creeping tendrils esnaring my heart , filling my head with thoughts of Y O U . . . Y O U have a heart of an angel =) Now , a fiery blossom is blooming , radiating passion . . . Each day these feelings grow stronger . . . Standing near Y O U , i am enchanted , for i am in the presence of an angel . . . No longer these feelings can be held in . . . from my chest they burst outward . . . In this situation , one thing is certain . . . </span><span style="color:#ffcc99;"><strong>Y O U , I LOVE YOU ~</strong></span></span></div><br /><div align="justify"><strong><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#ffcc99;"></span></strong></div><br /><div align="justify"></div>lyduece onizukahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12026225172709130376noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1271720576988497061.post-70396329873375809552010-06-03T05:19:00.000-07:002010-06-03T06:07:14.956-07:00++ no M A T T E R what ++<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEGIZcVQQPf-dndKpN9TSAROKbwZmSNyOqR803ixYOpjMATE0aXtR0VH4eZgXAmBywrto8WMOuR_bDoFmPxFDWqS1DwsnkXGWm-67W-MmZJ6UfGq1KO6c39zzNHexK56DbxyCDCEPQsT9H/s1600/DSC02375.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478526361456682642" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 243px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjEGIZcVQQPf-dndKpN9TSAROKbwZmSNyOqR803ixYOpjMATE0aXtR0VH4eZgXAmBywrto8WMOuR_bDoFmPxFDWqS1DwsnkXGWm-67W-MmZJ6UfGq1KO6c39zzNHexK56DbxyCDCEPQsT9H/s320/DSC02375.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">++ dear, hear this ~ its for Y O U =') ++</span></div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">When you have to look away<br /></div></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">When you dont have much to say<br /></div></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Thats when I love youI love you, just that way<br /></div></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">To hear you stumble when you speak, </span><span style="color:#ffcc99;"> Or see you walk with two left feet</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Thats when I love youI love you, endlessly</div></span><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">And when your mad cuz you lost a game</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Forget Im waiting in the rain</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Baby i love you,</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">I love you anyway<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Heres my promise made tonight<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">You can count "on" me for life<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Thats when i love you<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">When nothing you do can change my mind<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">The more I learn, The more I love<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">The more my heart cant get enough<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Thats when I love you, no matter what</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">So when you turn to hide your eyes</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Cause the movie it made you cry</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Thats when I love you<br /></span><span style="color:#ffcccc;">I love you a little more each time</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">And when you cant quite match your clothes</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Or when you laugh at your own jokes</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Thats when I love you</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">I love you, more than youll know</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">And when you forget that we had a date</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Or that look that you get when you show up late</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">Baby I love you, I love you anyway<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">Heres my promise made tonight<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">You can count "on" me for life<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">Thats when i love you<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">When nothing you do can change my mind<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">The more I learn, The more I love<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">The more my heart cant get enough<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">Thats when I love you,<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">When I love you no matter what</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Thats when I love you</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">When nothing baby<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Nothing you do could change my mind<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">The more I learn, The more I love<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">The more my heart cant get enough<br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#99ff99;">Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcccc;"><strong>NO M A T T E R WHAT</strong></span> </div>lyduece onizukahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12026225172709130376noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1271720576988497061.post-48735376072489571512010-06-02T14:33:00.000-07:002010-06-02T15:05:46.327-07:00:: a true T R A G E D Y ::<p align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd2Jx4JluL7F6gTnoW_dseWvWAm7H8edKpEwMrV_sB5SogdS11tr9IHXqlaCw5ojstEzxKLTYOh3ekR2MDjCWTe3fxzEovofCxXvW7Sie0ukwu3EmSPFU7CRLB0Cd0T9XDvSxcFdnj49WJ/s1600/Image005.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478299498149996562" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjd2Jx4JluL7F6gTnoW_dseWvWAm7H8edKpEwMrV_sB5SogdS11tr9IHXqlaCw5ojstEzxKLTYOh3ekR2MDjCWTe3fxzEovofCxXvW7Sie0ukwu3EmSPFU7CRLB0Cd0T9XDvSxcFdnj49WJ/s320/Image005.jpg" border="0" /></a></p><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">It's true... </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">Okay.... </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">Listen!!!~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">dear Y O U ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">there's something that i have to tell you about </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">cant hold it in my heart all these P A I N is breakin me down . . . </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">how should i start . . hurm . . * sigh ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">I thought i found my O N E true love i just couldn't show you how i feel </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i was S T U P I D ~ </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">my pride wouldn't let me be real D E A R ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">i'm asking for one more C H A N C E ~</span> </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">didn't know where you stand or what your feeling demanded from me </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i pleaded you wouldn't pass you left me out in the rain when you just W A L K E D away ~ </span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i gave up my heart i tried to give you all of me we've come to an ending somehow </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i dont know what to do but i dont wanna forget now i love you, </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i S T I L L love you this is the sound of H O N E S T Y ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i gave up my heart </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i tried to be all i could be my heart's gonna wait forever </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i'm still holding on to all of our moments T O G E T H E R ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffcccc;">we were so much in love tell me how could you F O R G E T ? ? *sigh </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">wish you were H E R E with me but M E M O R I E S are all i have left </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">it seems the P R O M I S E S S that you made to me were N O T H I N G ! ! ~ </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">and you S M I L E =) but i see you H U R T within ='( i can see that dear ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;"><span style="color:#ff6666;">i'm asking for one more C H A N C E</span> </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">give me your hand </span><span style="color:#33ffff;">so we can both U N D E R S T A N D this love </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i pleaded you wouldn't pass all the pieces of my soul want to live in your heart </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">K A M U ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">feels like i gotta close the door just like you did before </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">my heart is B R O K E N dear ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i can't do it no more eventhough it hurts </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i'll make a brand new start and lay to rest all the moments that played with my heart </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">but just before i do , i gotta let you know that ~</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#ff6666;">NO M A N WILL LOVE YOU MORE THAN I DO~ =') never forget that ! ! ! </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">look, </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">i'm W I T H O U T you </span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">all i know is right now, </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;">i L O V E u.. i will A L W A Y S love Y O U ~ i m y ~ ~ ~ </span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#cc66cc;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;">p/s: this is a story of a true T R A G E D Y and this is not a song ! !</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ffff;"></span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"></div>lyduece onizukahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12026225172709130376noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1271720576988497061.post-61550404405993723122010-06-02T13:28:00.000-07:002010-06-02T14:25:02.650-07:00:: this is M E ~ ::<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ_ExY7xWpCeerpxHNNPKp2j_CzWDz24yqWgDACXlj2VsTU7qJ5yfBDX9bCHF3kH1KngSN6xguISRlLL8PGLmBJhMBWINqpuFVG_Ds0wQcuZnzmaLshh4X7418OchtlR56VaSGhN9K4Fl0/s1600/SAM_0271.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5478289563318808322" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJ_ExY7xWpCeerpxHNNPKp2j_CzWDz24yqWgDACXlj2VsTU7qJ5yfBDX9bCHF3kH1KngSN6xguISRlLL8PGLmBJhMBWINqpuFVG_Ds0wQcuZnzmaLshh4X7418OchtlR56VaSGhN9K4Fl0/s320/SAM_0271.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">-the name is L Y D U E C E O N I Z U K A-</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">hurm, how shud i start ~ </span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">nothin interesting bout me, juz an ordinary human being, the different iz dat im too B O Y I S H to be a G U R L I S H gurl...hahahahahhahaah~</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">wth ~ </span><span style="color:#993399;">do i care ?!? im juz being masev ~</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">here's a bit sneak of my S U C K S owez life : ~</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++ im kinda cute boyish gurl > huhuks ~ ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++23y.o and still childish ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++im in love with cigarettes>hahahhah ~ sowi gurls ! ! ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++t h e y call me the U L T I M A T E ^ H E A R T B R E A K E R ! ! ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++t h e y said im a S W E E T ^ T A L K E R ~ ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++i like being A L O N E ~ sumtimes ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++im C H I L D I S H > wic is kinda cute gaks ~ hu hu hu ! ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++im a bit S P O I L E D ~ ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++i love milk ! ! ++</span><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++i love my H A I R ! ! ! ++</span></div><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++I JUST LIKE MYSELF & I LOVE BEING ME ++</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;">++ D O N E ++</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="color:#993399;"></span></div><br /><br /><p align="center"><br /></p><br /><br /><div></div>lyduece onizukahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12026225172709130376noreply@blogger.com0