++ my W I S H L I S T ++

im lonely + heartbroken = mishing Y O U ~

#1 ur V O I C E ~

sy tau sy xsempurna utk kamu, sy juga bukan yg terbaik utk kamu. tp kamu, sy adew pasaan n itu lah hadiah paling sempurna yg sy bleh bg kat kamu. kamu, sejak kamu P E R G I . . . i dunno how to decide wut is wrong n wut is right . . i kept on crying... n dear, sumtimes i laugh alone, speak by myself . . . M E R E K A ckp sy cm org x btol. . . tp xlah . . . sy ok jew. . . sy ngah B E R C A K A P dgn kamu, dan kadang2 sy G E L A K kn kat lawak2 bangang kitew . . . ='') it feels like ur still here, talking , laughing n whispers to my ears " i love you too , no matter what " ~

#2 ur H A N D S ~

dear, there are times when it gets so cold n i can hardly breath. then i came to think about all the wrong doings towards you. i've given u more hurt than love , i left u alone when u need me the most , n dear, i left you broken hearted with no where to go n no shoulders to cry on. i left u when there is no room n space for to breath in. im S O R R Y, i truly am. . .my dear, sy ase apew yg kamu ase . . . S A K I T tuh, sy ase jgk. . . n ianya sgt pedih. . .dan dalam. . .maaf ~ sy tau. . . kamu xkan pergi n tinggalkan sy. . .n dear, i noe i will always have ur hands to H O L D on. ur hands syg. . .the warmthness of ur hands, dat touch of ur hands its like bringing me back to when it was all good~

" the tenth"

#3 ur S M I L E ~

sy syg K A M U ~ sgt ! ! ! on our annivesary and u haven't even say the two words for me yet . . . *im still waitin'* u dont do the things u used to do, u dont even say "i love u too" . . . i noe syg, its impossible for us to be 2gether n dis love is forbidden. . .but dear, its about feelings im talking about. . . yes ! ! i do regret things dat i.ve done to u. . .im so sorry, how cud i hurt my L U C K Y S T A R this bad ! ! im sorry. . . but dear, no matter how hard u try to forget me. . . u'll mish me even more. . .im here baby, i not goin nowhere now. S M I L E for me~ "everythings gonna be fine"

#4 Y O U ~

"im sorry, come back to me plish"

*kish*

"dear? ur back ! ! i mish u"

*sigh*

"no ! !"

"i just wanna kish u, n yes ! i do mish u. . .i mish u a lot ! ! !"

*cries* *cries*

"come back ~ plish ~~~~~~~~~~~"

my hope would be I M P O S S I B L E