Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Camane nak stat neyh. . .blum stat lg da nak leleh . . . . weeee ~~~ ok2. . aku ni xramai kwn sanat. . .but bled a jupew 2,3 4ploh org kawan tuh. . mmg aku jaga sanat2. . .aku ni ssh nak syg kat org. . tp ble aku da btol2 syg kat org. . .aku mmg syg btol2. . .xmen2 punyew. . .n almaklum lah aku ni kurang kaseh syg family. . . huuuuu~~~cedeyh2.. . sejak kuar dr kepompong kuarge yg mengonkong. . aku tau apew sena nyew kawan n lawan. . .dr amek diploma dlu. . da mcm2 kawan yg aku jupew. . . macam org adew. . yg xjadi org pown adew. . aku pown bukan nyew bek sanat tp . .pengalaman yg di lalui itu makes me what I am now. . .4tahun blaja kat KPM da byk mengajar cene nak nilai apew erti kawan. . . adew lg kawan2 tuh sapai skarang. . which I call them MY SISTERS. . .xpenah aku rapat nan sapew serapat aku nan kakak2 aku tuh. . sapai skarang contact n bek lg. . syg hangpa sanat2. . . A L Y N + KAK J E E + L Y N D A ~

Skang da blaja kat hutan. . u n I t e n ! ! kat cni jupew lg ramai kawan. . yg cantek2. . . huhuks. . .

Weeee~~ sem 1 n sem 2 kite skip eyh. . .kite citer S E M T I G A ! sem ni aku duk nan senior2 (termasuk lah baby babah skali ). . . glew blagak dorg neyh. . .mula2 masuk umah tu mcm malu lak kan nak ckp. . .hahahahahaahhahahahaha! ! ! konon dorg arr plg hebat ! ! plg tau sume benda. . ! ! padahal umo same gak nan aku ! ! haish ! ! (ni musti gigi zue xleyh cover dah neyh ! tahan marah kew kak ? ! ? )



Ni kesah T IG A D A R A!!!

Eija!!!standby~nak citer pasal hang neyh!weeee~~~

Awek jojet neyh cantek!!!!!!!!sanat2. . . .omeyh jew die ble ajak aku tdo skali. . . sore nak FASHA SANDA jew. . .2 yg xtahan. . .ble umah nan artis neyh. . biase lah. . org byk job kan. . . kejap2 henpon bunyik. . . nak quote harga la kowt smalam bapew. . .heheheheheh!!!!kat umah ni die la HENPON OFFICER dlm ayat singkat nyew H O ! !mane x nyew . . .mlm2 die stat la nak hafal skrip kat henpon. . .adew satu mlm tuh. . dlm kul 4 5 pg. . .adew kejadah kew die g bgayut nan jojet kat hall umah. . .then gelak ngekek2. . . Mane xtekejot aku yg nak bgun stadi time tuh. . .elok2 aku nak stadi sapai kul 7pg aku stai 15minit jew. . takot aku. . .kang kalih2 rambut die 2 kali panjang ambot asal lak . . . !!! seram seyh ! !hahahah~~

In the name of SITI KHADIJAH ADAM lies a true and loving girlfriend and a very soft kind hearted friend. . . she’s very soft spoken n know how to cheer things up ! ! people says that a true love of friend lies on the shines through their eyes. . .n guess wut ? ! I found that light in ur eyes ~ thanks eija. .sbb trime lyd seadanya . . .sowi la kdg2 wat lawak2 bongok yg sakit kan ati kew. . or kdg2 wat eija jatuh hati kat lyd ! ! hahaahhaahahahah ! ! ! papew pown lyd syg eija sanat ! ! tau tau tau ? ? ? tau x ? ! ! ( angguk skang ! )


Haaa. . ni citer mak tiri laks ! ! (zue zue zue cover cenyum ~ g g napak dah tuh ! )

Zue!!!!!!!!!!!!babah love u !!!sanat!!!!zue, ko lah penyeri idop lyd. . .zue xpayah wat papew zue. . .zue cenyum jew cukup. . .g g tuh. . .p e n e n a n g jiwa ~ hehehehehheheeehhehhe ! ! dak sorg neyh. . . die neyh. . .haish! ! !die la plg gembira dlm umah. . ko wat la apew pown. . sume die skew. . .hahahha~~die akan sentiasa terS E N Y U M ~heh. . .zue neyh baik org nyew. . .kenal die mula2 dlu pown sbb nak bli bku kat fasha tp die yg layan aku n d geng . . .glew arr layanan die g cukup la cam kitorg da kenal 2 tahun ! ! ! (time bli bku ni lah napak bidadari sku pgg mop dpn pintu ! ! hehehheheh) even die ckp xbenti pown. . .xpenah pown ase cam nak g selotep mulut die tuh sbb die la penyeri umah tangga kitorg kat block C nun. . .xsangka. . .senior yg aku 1st kenal dlu jd osmet aku mase akhir sem dorg. . .kat umah aku tuh. . .zue la madu, ubat demam, ubat seseme, ubt gastrik, ubat tahan marah, etc. . .sbb die adalah pa kat motivasi yg terbaik aku penah jupew. . . . org2 kat luar sane yg slalo ckp zue ni kaki ngumpat kew hapew kew. . .korg SALAH!!! Zue hanya member pendapat n info jew kat kami yg dlm umah tuh. . . heheheheheheheh. . . . the name is ZURAINI a.k.a zue terjah a.k.a mak tiri . . . she’s the most cheerfull fwen I’ve had ever known. . .she’s there when things get rough, she’s there when im crying alone in d dark, she’s there whenever u nid her. . she’s my P A I N K I L L E R . . . thanks dada~


Lastly, here’s the story of my baby boo. . . .

Hurm . . kalo nak bukak citer pasal kami mmg panjang berjela . . .leyh muntah bace nnt. . .hurm . .xkire la apew pown yg jd. . .we’re still 2gether baby. . .~ sepanjang aku hidup satu umah nan baby aku sorg neyh. . .xbyk masalah pown. . .juz masalah umah tangga . . .biasa lah. . .die pown xpenah komplen pasal aku malas kew or xwat keje kew. . .sbb sumer keje baby wat. . .kadang2 jew aku tolon2 sket. . .basuh baju lipat baju. . .heheheheeh~~~tp kebanyakan nyew die yg wat. . .sunok aku satu umah nan baby tau. . . . .napak yg die btol2 syg kat aku. . .tiap2 malam nak tdo dapat gudnite kish. . .bgun pg die kejot. . . ble lapa. . .die masak kan. . .sume lengkap. . .time plg besh skali. . .ble tinge gatal . . minx jew ble2. . kadang2 aku saje test. . kejot die kul 3 pagi minx die korek kan tinge. . .die bgun seyh. . .napak!!!syg nyew die kat aku. . . aku pown syg kat die gaks. . .sanat. . .! ! !mmg byk salah babah kat baby. . .babah minx maaf ya. . .thanks 4 being succa gud rimet 2 me. . .dear baby, u make me wut I am 2day. . .u make me stronger with each breath of love u gave me. . .ur scent will forever lingers around me. . .wherever I go. . . I’ll bring u anywhere syg. . .n baby boo. . .babah cinta kamu ~



Thursday, June 10, 2010

++ my W I S H L I S T ++

im lonely + heartbroken = mishing Y O U ~


#1 ur V O I C E ~
sy tau sy xsempurna utk kamu, sy juga bukan yg terbaik utk kamu. tp kamu, sy adew pasaan n itu lah hadiah paling sempurna yg sy bleh bg kat kamu. kamu, sejak kamu P E R G I . . . i dunno how to decide wut is wrong n wut is right . . i kept on crying... n dear, sumtimes i laugh alone, speak by myself . . . M E R E K A ckp sy cm org x btol. . . tp xlah . . . sy ok jew. . . sy ngah B E R C A K A P dgn kamu, dan kadang2 sy G E L A K kn kat lawak2 bangang kitew . . . ='') it feels like ur still here, talking , laughing n whispers to my ears " i love you too , no matter what " ~


#2 ur H A N D S ~
dear, there are times when it gets so cold n i can hardly breath. then i came to think about all the wrong doings towards you. i've given u more hurt than love , i left u alone when u need me the most , n dear, i left you broken hearted with no where to go n no shoulders to cry on. i left u when there is no room n space for to breath in. im S O R R Y, i truly am. . .my dear, sy ase apew yg kamu ase . . . S A K I T tuh, sy ase jgk. . . n ianya sgt pedih. . .dan dalam. . .maaf ~ sy tau. . . kamu xkan pergi n tinggalkan sy. . .n dear, i noe i will always have ur hands to H O L D on. ur hands syg. . .the warmthness of ur hands, dat touch of ur hands its like bringing me back to when it was all good~
" the tenth"


#3 ur S M I L E ~
sy syg K A M U ~ sgt ! ! ! on our annivesary and u haven't even say the two words for me yet . . . *im still waitin'* u dont do the things u used to do, u dont even say "i love u too" . . . i noe syg, its impossible for us to be 2gether n dis love is forbidden. . .but dear, its about feelings im talking about. . . yes ! ! i do regret things dat i.ve done to u. . .im so sorry, how cud i hurt my L U C K Y S T A R this bad ! ! im sorry. . . but dear, no matter how hard u try to forget me. . . u'll mish me even more. . .im here baby, i not goin nowhere now. S M I L E for me~ "everythings gonna be fine"


#4 Y O U ~
"im sorry, come back to me plish"
*kish*
"dear? ur back ! ! i mish u"
*sigh*
"no ! !"
"i just wanna kish u, n yes ! i do mish u. . .i mish u a lot ! ! !"
*cries* *cries*
"come back ~ plish ~~~~~~~~~~~"


my hope would be I M P O S S I B L E

Monday, June 7, 2010

++ tell me W H Y ? ++

what did i do ?
Just the other night the love of my life went away and I can’t sleep at night it’s driving me crazy ! ! !
Why can’t you see that I miss looking in your eyes ?
Why can’t you see that I miss kissing you at night ?
I still love you
Please take my hand dear . . . Let me help you to understand that ain’t nobody gonna love you like I do and ain’t nobody gonna do the things I do for you. Tell me why when I call you . . . You say you okay now and you're happy without me ? ?'
and now you keep tellin' me "don’t call no more"
Why can’t you see the love thats right in your face ?
Why can’t you see that I don’t want no one to come and take your place ?
This is something that I can’t understand syg . . .
Why couldn’t you just be my girl and all the love that we given I don’t want it to be wasted . .
Why can’t you face it that i still love Y O U ~

Thursday, June 3, 2010

++ angel of mine ++

when the world is gray and bleak
baby don't you cry
i will give you every bit of love thats in my heart

baby here's the sun
baby here's the sky
baby i'm your light and i'm your sheltter
baby you are mine
i can freeze the time keep you in heart forever


The first time i laid my eyes on Y O U , a seed has sown within me . . . Since then it has grown, it creeping tendrils esnaring my heart , filling my head with thoughts of Y O U . . . Y O U have a heart of an angel =) Now , a fiery blossom is blooming , radiating passion . . . Each day these feelings grow stronger . . . Standing near Y O U , i am enchanted , for i am in the presence of an angel . . . No longer these feelings can be held in . . . from my chest they burst outward . . . In this situation , one thing is certain . . . Y O U , I LOVE YOU ~


++ no M A T T E R what ++



++ dear, hear this ~ its for Y O U =') ++


When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love youI love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak, Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love youI love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, no matter what


So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time


And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what


NO M A T T E R WHAT

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

:: a true T R A G E D Y ::



It's true...
Okay....
Listen!!!~


dear Y O U ~


there's something that i have to tell you about
cant hold it in my heart all these P A I N is breakin me down . . .


how should i start . . hurm . . * sigh ~


I thought i found my O N E true love i just couldn't show you how i feel
i was S T U P I D ~
my pride wouldn't let me be real D E A R ~


i'm asking for one more C H A N C E ~


didn't know where you stand or what your feeling demanded from me
i pleaded you wouldn't pass you left me out in the rain when you just W A L K E D away ~
i gave up my heart i tried to give you all of me we've come to an ending somehow
i dont know what to do but i dont wanna forget now i love you,


i S T I L L love you this is the sound of H O N E S T Y ~


i gave up my heart
i tried to be all i could be my heart's gonna wait forever
i'm still holding on to all of our moments T O G E T H E R ~


we were so much in love tell me how could you F O R G E T ? ? *sigh


wish you were H E R E with me but M E M O R I E S are all i have left
it seems the P R O M I S E S S that you made to me were N O T H I N G ! ! ~


and you S M I L E =) but i see you H U R T within ='( i can see that dear ~


i'm asking for one more C H A N C E
give me your hand so we can both U N D E R S T A N D this love
i pleaded you wouldn't pass all the pieces of my soul want to live in your heart


K A M U ~


feels like i gotta close the door just like you did before
my heart is B R O K E N dear ~


i can't do it no more eventhough it hurts
i'll make a brand new start and lay to rest all the moments that played with my heart
but just before i do , i gotta let you know that ~


NO M A N WILL LOVE YOU MORE THAN I DO~ =') never forget that ! ! !


look,
i'm W I T H O U T you
all i know is right now,


i L O V E u.. i will A L W A Y S love Y O U ~ i m y ~ ~ ~






p/s: this is a story of a true T R A G E D Y and this is not a song ! !






:: this is M E ~ ::


-the name is L Y D U E C E O N I Z U K A-

hurm, how shud i start ~

nothin interesting bout me, juz an ordinary human being, the different iz dat im too B O Y I S H to be a G U R L I S H gurl...hahahahahhahaah~

wth ~ do i care ?!? im juz being masev ~

here's a bit sneak of my S U C K S owez life : ~

++ im kinda cute boyish gurl > huhuks ~ ++
++23y.o and still childish ++
++im in love with cigarettes>hahahhah ~ sowi gurls ! ! ++
++t h e y call me the U L T I M A T E ^ H E A R T B R E A K E R ! ! ++
++t h e y said im a S W E E T ^ T A L K E R ~ ++
++i like being A L O N E ~ sumtimes ++
++im C H I L D I S H > wic is kinda cute gaks ~ hu hu hu ! ++
++im a bit S P O I L E D ~ ++
++i love milk ! ! ++
++i love my H A I R ! ! ! ++

++I JUST LIKE MYSELF & I LOVE BEING ME ++


++ D O N E ++