++ my W I S H L I S T ++

im lonely + heartbroken = mishing Y O U ~

#1 ur V O I C E ~

sy tau sy xsempurna utk kamu, sy juga bukan yg terbaik utk kamu. tp kamu, sy adew pasaan n itu lah hadiah paling sempurna yg sy bleh bg kat kamu. kamu, sejak kamu P E R G I . . . i dunno how to decide wut is wrong n wut is right . . i kept on crying... n dear, sumtimes i laugh alone, speak by myself . . . M E R E K A ckp sy cm org x btol. . . tp xlah . . . sy ok jew. . . sy ngah B E R C A K A P dgn kamu, dan kadang2 sy G E L A K kn kat lawak2 bangang kitew . . . ='') it feels like ur still here, talking , laughing n whispers to my ears " i love you too , no matter what " ~

#2 ur H A N D S ~

dear, there are times when it gets so cold n i can hardly breath. then i came to think about all the wrong doings towards you. i've given u more hurt than love , i left u alone when u need me the most , n dear, i left you broken hearted with no where to go n no shoulders to cry on. i left u when there is no room n space for to breath in. im S O R R Y, i truly am. . .my dear, sy ase apew yg kamu ase . . . S A K I T tuh, sy ase jgk. . . n ianya sgt pedih. . .dan dalam. . .maaf ~ sy tau. . . kamu xkan pergi n tinggalkan sy. . .n dear, i noe i will always have ur hands to H O L D on. ur hands syg. . .the warmthness of ur hands, dat touch of ur hands its like bringing me back to when it was all good~

" the tenth"

#3 ur S M I L E ~

sy syg K A M U ~ sgt ! ! ! on our annivesary and u haven't even say the two words for me yet . . . *im still waitin'* u dont do the things u used to do, u dont even say "i love u too" . . . i noe syg, its impossible for us to be 2gether n dis love is forbidden. . .but dear, its about feelings im talking about. . . yes ! ! i do regret things dat i.ve done to u. . .im so sorry, how cud i hurt my L U C K Y S T A R this bad ! ! im sorry. . . but dear, no matter how hard u try to forget me. . . u'll mish me even more. . .im here baby, i not goin nowhere now. S M I L E for me~ "everythings gonna be fine"

#4 Y O U ~

"im sorry, come back to me plish"

*kish*

"dear? ur back ! ! i mish u"

*sigh*

"no ! !"

"i just wanna kish u, n yes ! i do mish u. . .i mish u a lot ! ! !"

*cries* *cries*

"come back ~ plish ~~~~~~~~~~~"

my hope would be I M P O S S I B L E

++ tell me W H Y ? ++

what did i do ?

Just the other night the love of my life went away and I can’t sleep at night it’s driving me crazy ! ! !

Why can’t you see that I miss looking in your eyes ?

Why can’t you see that I miss kissing you at night ?

I still love you

Please take my hand dear . . . Let me help you to understand that ain’t nobody gonna love you like I do and ain’t nobody gonna do the things I do for you. Tell me why when I call you . . . You say you okay now and you're happy without me ? ?'

and now you keep tellin' me "don’t call no more"

Why can’t you see the love thats right in your face ?

Why can’t you see that I don’t want no one to come and take your place ?

This is something that I can’t understand syg . . .

Why couldn’t you just be my girl and all the love that we given I don’t want it to be wasted . .

Why can’t you face it that i still love Y O U ~

++ angel of mine ++

when the world is gray and bleak
baby don't you cry
i will give you every bit of love thats in my heart

baby here's the sun

baby here's the sky

baby i'm your light and i'm your sheltter

baby you are mine

i can freeze the time keep you in heart forever

The first time i laid my eyes on Y O U , a seed has sown within me . . . Since then it has grown, it creeping tendrils esnaring my heart , filling my head with thoughts of Y O U . . . Y O U have a heart of an angel =) Now , a fiery blossom is blooming , radiating passion . . . Each day these feelings grow stronger . . . Standing near Y O U , i am enchanted , for i am in the presence of an angel . . . No longer these feelings can be held in . . . from my chest they burst outward . . . In this situation , one thing is certain . . . Y O U , I LOVE YOU ~

++ no M A T T E R what ++

++ dear, hear this ~ its for Y O U =') ++

When you have to look away

When you dont have much to say

Thats when I love youI love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak, Or see you walk with two left feet

Thats when I love youI love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game

Forget Im waiting in the rain

Baby i love you,

I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you, no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes

Cause the movie it made you cry

Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes

Or when you laugh at your own jokes

Thats when I love you

I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date

Or that look that you get when you show up late

Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight

You can count "on" me for life

Thats when i love you

When nothing you do can change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,

When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you

When nothing baby

Nothing you do could change my mind

The more I learn, The more I love

The more my heart cant get enough

Thats when I love you,When I love you no matter what

NO M A T T E R WHAT

:: a true T R A G E D Y ::

It's true...

Okay....

Listen!!!~

dear Y O U ~

there's something that i have to tell you about

cant hold it in my heart all these P A I N is breakin me down . . .

how should i start . . hurm . . * sigh ~

I thought i found my O N E true love i just couldn't show you how i feel

i was S T U P I D ~

my pride wouldn't let me be real D E A R ~

i'm asking for one more C H A N C E ~

didn't know where you stand or what your feeling demanded from me

i pleaded you wouldn't pass you left me out in the rain when you just W A L K E D away ~

i gave up my heart i tried to give you all of me we've come to an ending somehow

i dont know what to do but i dont wanna forget now i love you,

i S T I L L love you this is the sound of H O N E S T Y ~

i gave up my heart

i tried to be all i could be my heart's gonna wait forever

i'm still holding on to all of our moments T O G E T H E R ~

we were so much in love tell me how could you F O R G E T ? ? *sigh

wish you were H E R E with me but M E M O R I E S are all i have left

it seems the P R O M I S E S S that you made to me were N O T H I N G ! ! ~

and you S M I L E =) but i see you H U R T within ='( i can see that dear ~

i'm asking for one more C H A N C E

give me your hand so we can both U N D E R S T A N D this love

i pleaded you wouldn't pass all the pieces of my soul want to live in your heart

K A M U ~

feels like i gotta close the door just like you did before

my heart is B R O K E N dear ~

i can't do it no more eventhough it hurts

i'll make a brand new start and lay to rest all the moments that played with my heart

but just before i do , i gotta let you know that ~

NO M A N WILL LOVE YOU MORE THAN I DO~ =') never forget that ! ! !

look,

i'm W I T H O U T you

all i know is right now,

i L O V E u.. i will A L W A Y S love Y O U ~ i m y ~ ~ ~

p/s: this is a story of a true T R A G E D Y and this is not a song ! !

:: this is M E ~ ::

-the name is L Y D U E C E O N I Z U K A-

hurm, how shud i start ~

nothin interesting bout me, juz an ordinary human being, the different iz dat im too B O Y I S H to be a G U R L I S H gurl...hahahahahhahaah~

wth ~ do i care ?!? im juz being masev ~

here's a bit sneak of my S U C K S owez life : ~

++ im kinda cute boyish gurl > huhuks ~ ++

++23y.o and still childish ++

++im in love with cigarettes>hahahhah ~ sowi gurls ! ! ++

++t h e y call me the U L T I M A T E ^ H E A R T B R E A K E R ! ! ++

++t h e y said im a S W E E T ^ T A L K E R ~ ++

++i like being A L O N E ~ sumtimes ++

++im C H I L D I S H > wic is kinda cute gaks ~ hu hu hu ! ++

++im a bit S P O I L E D ~ ++

++i love milk ! ! ++

++i love my H A I R ! ! ! ++

++I JUST LIKE MYSELF & I LOVE BEING ME ++

++ D O N E ++